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Title: Silent Tears
Couple: Barney & Robin
Show: HIMYM
Ratings: PG13
Description: Robin can't help it, she tries desperately to forget about him but it's hard cause everything reminds her of Barney. Since he got engaged, she has been a mess more of a mess than usual but she tries to move on. Will Robin forget about Barney after meeting her crush again? B/R 2012!
Author's Notes: This story contains spoilers for season 8 but if you already know about some spoilers for this season you can read this and if you don't know and don't want to know than it's best to stay away from this story. But, please R/R cause I love comments!




Title: Silent Tears
Couple: Barney & Robin
Show: HIMYM
Ratings: PG13
Description: Robin can't help it, she tries desperately to forget about him but it's hard cause everything reminds her of Barney. Since he got engaged, she has been a mess more of a mess than usual but she tries to move on. Will Robin forget about Barney after meeting her crush again? B/R 2012!
Author's Notes: This story contains spoilers for season 8 but if you already know about some spoilers for this season you can read this and if you don't know and don't want to know than it's best to stay away from this story. But, please R/R cause I love comments!

September came and went pretty quickly Robin decide if she really wanted to get her mind off of Barney she had to focus on other thing and so she did just that until one day at a new hang out called Splitsville she and Nick started to go to this new hang out the minute they heard of it. What they didn't know was that this new hang out was a place where couples break up. But, that really never crossed her mind or Nick's mind. So, everyday they would go to Splitsville without any knowledge of people breaking up.

The week before!

"Hey guys look what I just adopted." Barney was holding a small puppy in his arms. He had seen the puppy earlier in the day when he went to a animal shelter. You see he was trying to take his mind off of what has been going on in his life lately. First, Quinn broke up with him and then he saw Robin dating this guy Nick who he really doesn't like at all. He tried to like him but he really really doesn't. So, he has been really depressed and lonely since Quinn left him that he was starting to lose his mind and think that nobody loves him. When he saw Quinn again yesterday he just started to remember how miserable he is.

"Um, Barney why do you have a dog in your arms?" Lily asked raising an eyebrow wondering why Barney has a puppy in his arms that nobody knew about till now.

"I saw her in the shelter earlier and I just thought she looked lonely and sad so I asked the shelter why she looked so lonely and sad and they said that a family had brought her in because they didn't want another dog in their house. I then asked if I could take her home just for a trial run and see if I want to keep her." Yes, the dog was a female but so cute that Barney didn't want to leave her in the shelter with nobody to care for her.

Nobody said anything they just looked at Barney with sad looks on their faces. They never seen him like this before and they are all starting to worry about him. At that moment Robin and Nick came through the door and emediately saw the puppy that Barney was holding.

"Aw, who is this little guy?" Robin asked petting the puppy softly on its head.

"Well, her name is missy and I adopted her today." Barney said looking up at Robin quickly then looking back at the dogs lying in his arms.

"Well, she's cute." Robin said taking a seat next to Ted at the booth.

Later that night at Barney's apartment.

Barney was sitting on the floot playing with Missy when there was a knock on his door. He got up quickly with Missy in his arms and answered it. It was Robin standing on the other side looking a little sad.

"Hey Robin" Barney smiled looking at Robin standing outside his door and then looked at Missy who was laying quietly in his arms.

"Hi, Barney I wanted to stop by because..." She paused for a brief moment before starting again. "We, the gang are starting to worry about you." Robin knew he was depressed about something but didn't want to ask any questions cause she knows he wouldn't answer them.

Back at Lily and Marshall's earlier that even...

"Guys, I'm really starting to get worried about Barney. He looks so sad and depressed lately does anyone know why?" Ted who just recently broke up with Victoria after a few months of dating wasn't paying much attention to what Barney was going through because he was too focused on his relationship with Victoria to notice. But, when he saw Barney at the bar with the dog he started to worry just like Marshall and Lily have for a good week now.

"I know, I tried to talk to him the other day but he's ignoring anything that I was trying to say and was trying to do that Awesome thing he always does when he's sad or lonely or depressed." Lily saw him the other day looking really sad while helping Lily with Marvin while Marshall was at work. She was really worried about him ever since he started to cling to Marvin like he was his child.

"You know how Barney is, he's always trying to be awesome instead of showing how he really feels." Ted said taking a drink of his beer.

"I know, but someone has to try and talk to him." As they were talking Robin was just sitting on the side couch thinking about Barney. She really was starting to regret a lot of things and it all has to do with Barney. She wanted to say something, do something, anything to try and help Barney through whatever he's going through but she doesn't know how so she keeps quiet and lets the gang think about what to do about their friend.

Barney's apartment!

"Can I come in?" Robin asked hoping that Barney would let her in so she could talk to him.

"Um, sure." Barney stepped aside to let Robin in to his apartment and shut the door behind her. Barney put Missy down on a blanket that spred across the floor before walking to the couch with Robin to talk to her.

Robin was quiet at first trying to think about what exactly to say to him that she's been wanting to say for along time now. She looked up after a while thinking about what to say and started talking.

"Ok, the gang and I have been really worried about you lately you look so sad and depressed. Are you ok why didn't you adopt Missy?" Robin saw the look in Barney's eyes, it was a sad, depressing looking the one she knows way too well.

Barney just stared at the floor where Missy was laying he didn't know what to say but he did know he didn't want to look at Robin because if he did he would just fall even more apart than he already is. He finally looked up after a few minutes though.

"Robin, I just been going through some stuff lately but there's nothing to worry about I'm fine." Barney was clearly lying, Robin knew him well enough to know when he's lying to her and he was lying. He wasn't fine, he looked tired, lonely, depressed and really lost like his friend Missy was at the shelter. It broke Robin's heart to see him like this she desperately wanted to fix this but she didn't know how. Talking to him does help somewhat though.

"No, Barney you are not fine you look like you haven't slept in weeks. You are wearing sweat pants and an old t-shirt, you look like you were crying when I saw you at the door a little while ago. Barney, please talk to me. Why are you adopting dogs, why haven't you changed your clothes or washed up. You are clearly not fine and if you were you would be suited up right now trying to hit on women at Maclaren's. So please talk to me." Robin hoped that Barney would talk to her and when his hand caught hers she instantly knew that there is something going on with Barney.

"Ok... I have been so lost lately. First Quinn leaves me and then you start dating Nick, I have been like this because I feel like nobody cares or loves me." This was all he said before breaking down in tears.

Robin instantly with no hesitation pulled him into a hug and he rested his head on her sholding just like he did back when they dated. It was a truly amazing feeling to just hold him in her arms again. She had missed this feeling since they broke up and she never forgot the feel and the smell of him. It felt like old times.

After their talk Robin left Barney's apartment and walked for a good hour before going home. She thought about Barney and how sad and lonely he looked when she talked to him. She had never seen him with his guard down like that before and it really makes her want to throw up or shoot something. It broke her heart! But, after some thinking she realized that she doesn't want safe anymore she wants Barney.

That's where they are right now, Robin and Nick sitting together in their little place they go to everyday. After eating, Robin stopped what she was doing and looked at Nick.

"Nick, we need to talk." She said quietly hoping he heard her through her soft quiet voice.

"About?" Nick asked wondering why Robin looked so serious.

"Look, I know we have only been dating a little while and I am truly grateful that we met up again. But... I can't do this anymore." Robin stopped and looked down before looking back up at Nick.

"What can't you do anymore Robin?" Nick asked knowing where this conversation was going.

"This, you and me. Nick you are such a nice guy but I... I'm in love with someon else." Robin was starting to cry at the last things she said and she didn't want to hurt Nick but she can't lead him on any longer and when she looked up at Nick she saw his face frown into a sad face but he knew this was coming because he saw how great she and Barney are a while back when they were first starting to date.

"Barney?" Nick says in a low but sincere voice.

"Yes, I love Barney. I have always loved him and you. You were great at getting me out of the funk I was in back when we met again but... I was just trying to get over Barney back then. Then when I saw him the other day I realized that he is the one I want to be with and it's always been him." Robin broke down even more and Nick just sat there smiling even though he was heartbroken over losing Robin.

"Look, I knew all along that you loved Barney and I was scared to even think that you might just do what we are doing now. Breaking up with me for Barney. I have watched you two for the past few months and I noticed something." Nick wanted to get this out before he leaves.

"I noticed that, that the way you look at him and the way he looks at you. I see how well you get along and I see how much he makes you laugh and when you aren't looking I catch him staring at you. Robin, Barney is one lucky guy to have not only your heart but he also has you mind and soul." And with that Nick got up from the table kissed Robin on her head and left without another word.



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